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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

i'd discard today into a garbage bag. goodbye.

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Monday, February 14, 2005

Oh Valentines Day, I Embrace You With Such Vigour Being Single And Dateless!

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Friday, February 11, 2005

i looked up at the constant star instinctively. then as usual, a blanketful of other faint stars revealed themselves. tonight, there was the 3 stars in alignment. i couldn't be more happier.

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

2nd day of the lunar new year, which also means the end of my angbaos collection. actually, that wld be the first.

Things around have been successful in trying to highlight 3 points to me :

1) barely-there academically.
from a foreign stranger i met who leashed out an advice "if u do not start planning ur life, ur life will go nowhere". common sense, but he made me wanna study. and then there's john mayer's lyrics "am i living it right? am i living it right?".

2)that i'm dateless on v.day.
from grace bong to eunice to ting, to this funny article in urban which comes free with straitstime, to another mag. i'm sure valenties day is very much overrated.

3)my relationship with people is fraying.
haha i dunno.

4)about time to work it out!
countless articles to emphasise on the need to eat right and exercise and the countless successful individuals. anyway, its NOW or NEVER. i choose NOW.
ha i tried doing pilates this morning!

posted @ 11:54:00 PM

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Gong Hei Fuck Choy ( gong xi fa cai , in cantonese )

This chinese new year is, possibly, the most fatiguing one ever spent even though nothing much was done. the leftover of a nightmare, or morningmare since it occurred in the morning, made me feel totally shit out. constant yawns. so after breakfast at macs with family, i snoozed till 2. i know sth's bothering me, but just about what it is, i can't fully comprehend. i contemplate to visit a psychologist. haha oh well, kiddin.

haha the lo hei at grandma's was so funny la. each cuzzen is made to say a auspicious chengyu in cantonese, which we all were practising our lines hard by muttering under our breaths before my uncle videocammed it. kudos to my mum for preparing the yusheng, which is yummy! playing basketball on chinese new year, wld u think of that? in a skirt? i did just that. while doing that this strange being caught my eye. a kinda fat lian hollering loud with her outrageous outfit, which comprises of this supa tight fitting white long sleeves, shorter than my nails skirt, and a pair of awful stiletto boots. damn ugly la! haha ok ok i'll stop commenting on others.

on a scale of one to ten, i'd give my grandmama whom i miss so much, 11, for her cantonese cooking skills. i fucken wanna inherit them la. no need for recipes one. just whip! yea and i was kinda stunned learning about my cousin being in marist..like wtf? and he's fast becoming very like a marist with his CBs. with the help of my relatives i'm almost done with the 2 booklets of catholic donation tickets. yay!

ok tired already. . .

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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Constantine, i give it 3half/5 popcorns.
i wldn say that its the storyline that so much so deserves it, but i'll give credit to the highly-charged animation which threw me into fright. haha they opened the scene with the supa strong impact of a car crashing into this guy and i screamed into the phone to eugene, whom i was asking to get a plastic bag. the sudden but timely transition of heartgrabbing scenes to allnormal ones, coupled with good sound effects, and the hunka hunka burning love of a KEANU REEVES was what i thought was good. haha damn funny the way funny bits was incorporated throughout the show! got faith? instead of got milk? uhh however the portrayal of hell kinda astounded me .
i kept questioning throughout the entire movie about the significance of this and that but now that i think of it.....i dun think it was meant to be so complicated after all. and andrew just gave me a little tidbit - its adapted from the line of comics from DC comics. chey la chey! wah but i tell you, suave keanu reeves ahh....
it was caught with my girls, the boys, some boys, some ?girls? haha funniest mix with obvious separation. so the cj people occupied the entire 2 rows in front and other parts of the theatre. good golly it was packed with secondary sch and jc kids. this girl irritated me and alina with her bellowing laughter over and over again..fucken irritating! haha we visioned her to a fat butch from her voice.
i'll just never give town a miss on chinese new year eve. its been an ongoing thing since sec1. ahh good ol' memories!
met eunice at greatworld to get my belt which have been with her since a long time ago when i left it at steph's house. and i bought a pair of vans slipons on impulse! its pink sneakers with an oriental twist..the dragon motifs ..perfect for chinese new year duncha think?

anger overcame me this morning when i woke to find that i fell asleep while setting my phone alarm. too late. and i clean forgotten to hang dry my uniform. i had wanted badly to go to sch today since it was the first and last time i'll hav a chance to feel the festive mood in cj. and so much for persuading jean(ponqueen) and alina to go to sch! haha they begged me to sch yea and i made my father buy fishballs and springrolls for me in the morning and fried them before i rushed to sch of which i only spent about an hour there. pictures frenzy!

i msged ting "going town?" to be replied "u msged wrong person ah? i'm gg msia leh"
haha gurl, come back soon! i met her for 4days consecutively haha, starting from friday.
saturday , trudged chinatown. truly an exciting day. walked chinatown, thru the street bazaars, scoured the shops, made friends with this stall lady, discussed topics which i hardly or even have a chance to talk to anyone else about, more walks, lost our way and blink, we saw laupatsat! took a bus in the wrong direction, cantonment road, gazed at a cloudless sky.
we could take a little trip around singapore town in singapore city bus! the stupid song.
its always good with you. but sometimes i wish u would talk more. nevertheless glad that i still know i'm important to you to have you share with me significant ongoings in ur life. wo ai si ni le! ai ai ai!

haha and yesterday towned with another weird mix. like..alina me weiting who met kenny and brandon(no he did not shit in his pants) and whitney and her..SISTER?!?! fun nevertheless!

my older sis is getting on my nerves with her kiamsiap behaviour again with my younger sis..
it got on my nerve just now during reunion dinner when she was so picky with the food.
"the fish not cook la where got cook" "the sharksfin not salty-gives unsatisfied face-"
"why take so long to boilllll whine whine" "so dumb. u pour in unboiled water of cos it'll take long to boil". so smart u go do the preparations la! pisses me off . ok so she scooped some scallops for me, but still. ultimately, she's just immature for someone who's saying hello to 25years of age this year! please helpp meeee. her unwavering hardwork is the only goddamn thing i have due respect for. anything else, no. haha laugh alina, laugh at her jaychou fantasies. i wanna laugh too la ok!

new year
breakfast at macs angbaos bakwa pineapple tarts loveletters(literally, i wish) haha
my lovely grandma and gonggong
stinkbags and sparkles
rough and fat bespectacled cousins who threatens to fall onto me
blackjack!!$$$
rush of nostalgia with a good part of my years spent living there.
first crush. playing catching with boys at the playground while my maid yaks with the other maids.
picking flowers.
playing with cats. being mean to a certain one.
haha all the dumb stuff, really.

in the arriving new year of the chicken, i hereby wish everyone

gong xi fa cai
duo duo hong bao
bu yao zhang da
kuai dian jian fei

ticktock. time is running out.
6days left to valentines day.
time is really running out.
ahh unlikely.
i've a mission. do not misinterpret.
heeeee haaaaaa !

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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

shagged.
if sch life goes on like this for many more weeks.. i dun think i'll be able to hold on anymore.
i need to study study study stay awake and study!

cj's xcountry held at macritchie this afternoon had signifance for being the first sch's xcountry i've ever took part in, or attended. heh doesn feel too good not participating competitively. would hav taken whitney's tag if i didn do 10rounds in the morning. ahh its sucha nice place to run through. really proud of jean coming in 19th though! hiphip hooray!

ok sometimes we all do say things which we don't really mean.
the ill intention is just not there. but its hard to hide what our heart really feels..
argh unable to gather my thoughts neatly and phrase them out well. TIRED laa.

fucken my moral just dipped to as low as a grasshopper's knee when i read the comment my quickwittedly mean gp teacher scrawled on my diagnostic essay -
poor language skills, content and everything not nice. indian.

eunice ting steph . meecha meetcha meetchuuuuuuall soon! :)

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Monday, January 31, 2005

i'm sians.

my plan to go thru organic chem sees me roving my mouse and type type type typing here.
whoops!
the chem test today was so bad. an F i'd say.
whoops!
since detention on friday, my econs essay is still left hanging at the very first word- "besides".
whoops!
i farted.
whoops!

i told u i'm bored. and still not sleeping.
its useless to let boredom overtake.
blogging can be therapeutic.


whoops whoops whoops !

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everyday is something different
and for that i look forward to a brand new day a head while embracing the present.
so much to learn, talk, laugh. a plenty.
one thing i dislike is my uncontrollable appetite..for food of cos. fucken.
i just had 3 full bars of different chocolates. had major craving for them today!
alina : its now or NEVER. isaac lim is my motivation. such an aggravation.

the astroquiz which alina jean and me signed up for turned out to be a laughfest for us.
incredulously incredible how every little detail is churned into sth funny by us.
and the aspiring astronaut, which is also the one typing this, pitched her knowledge to test.
yea jean babe, i'm truly sorry for keeping that lil secret of ours from you.
decided to tell u about it after it strucked me how i had felt once before.
with this, i take a leaf out of the award-winning To Kill A Mocking Bird :

crawl into that someone else's skin, and walk around in it.
quote by Atticus Finch.

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Saturday, January 29, 2005

i managed to survive this hectic week!
for the entire week there wasn a day that saw me returning home before 8.
and needless to talk about wednesday and friday which are bowling days.
still much tired though.
and a little irritation here and there.
and the effect is obvious on my haggard face.
but amongst all these, i had fun nevertheless.
catching up with bong and serene, who's back from aussie on a holiday.
celebrating peewee jean's birthday.
and then there was flagday today.

i need money and i need to lose weight.

anyway, i think my fave song by jay chou is jian dan ai.
strange as it may sound, it never fails to evoke an uncomprehendable feeling. sort of like tranquil nostalgia.
the truthful simplicity of the lyrics.
the nice beat.
the times when i first began listening to it.
wo ai ni. ni ai wo.

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

One hell of an energising week its been!
though i seriously needed sleep everyday
and foul mood overrode enjoyment these 2 days, showing my irritation to everyone with crocodile snaps. -the crap monthly girl business. damn sian.

it always boost serotonin levels to recount memorable incidents. can drag senility to a later period too!

4 highlights of the week-

working hard at a prized gift for stephanie's 18th birthday. worked day, worked night. a scrapbook which i titled - a compendium of good times. for steph.

tues, which saw jean(the ringleader) alina whitney and i going baik. i dunno what triggered those crazyassed things we did la but i'm rather sure it was jean! trailing a certain kenneth to scare him, staring piercingly at loo for 10min towards the end of break. haha he said it looked as though he killed 4 husbands. and that water bottle thing we did to brandon when he popped by for a chat and some jokes. hahaha ah! incredulously ridiculous i'd say! really enjoyed the laughss and well, i wld suppose jean totally did..

especially if this was how she was laughed,
accompanied by a monotonous deep ho-ho-ho-ho.

thurs, HAPPY BIRDAY STEPHANIE THAM!
you're 18 , minghwa madam!
the surprise surprised her by the teeth.
argh i feel so lazy to teekteek type everything down u know.
teek teek teek a full account of it coming up soon.
i'm just glad u appreciate my handmade gift so much, those tender words in that msg really made me felt everything was worth it.

saturday, island life with Ting.
the warmth of the sand, and the never ceasing sunrays just made us all time high on.. sun?
and reflected a lil on the little island. sand toe sa
we can like, not talk a lot but feel each others presence. i love you.

finally..
a new boy interests me!

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

Jaded; Insipid

i can't tell you how many times i've tried rather unsuccessfully to dig within myself to search for things. once i fall prey to it, i'll be in a iwanttobebymyself mood which i pull a dull sullen face as though i've just experience a terrible setback and have lost my ability to speak. but i have not experienced a terrible setback, just really sedated. and this mood will be chasing me, pulling me under, the entire day. and today was just one of those days. after today, i've concluded that i've a mind that can't think. i've been boggled why i can't. the way my mind works is a pictured one, like no words really make its way through my thoughts, only scenes and pictures. how do others think? i would love to find out.

today was a solitary Grace day, fraught with too much thoughts which i can't comprehend. i just hopped onto the sbs bus which took me all the way to harbour front. having concession is good. i fixed my gaze out of the bus on the upperdeck, watching the world go by. when the bus came to a halt at the busstop outside novena church, i saw a big warm smile which stretched across a sister's face and it really captured my heart. it was so pure, so ..so beautiful. she reminded me of the sister which taught me in kindergarden. the weather was rather erratic, sunny a moment, grim grey clouds and a drizzle shifting in place the next. and then a rosy ray of sunlight hit my cheeks and i decided to pay sentosa a visit since i've got free entry with the membership.
sitting at an openair cafe which overlooks a beach or an endless landscape of flora and fauna and the sea is my idea of spending time with myself, and perhaps learn some of halogenoalkanes. then i stopped at butterfly park, with exactly the settings i'm looking for, but ..money. stupid money. i always no money. i picked up a copy of the sentosa map and an idea strucked me: to act like i'm one of those excited tourists. is it normal to do that? after a while i dropped the idea. then i headed to siloso, where i embraced the afternoon sun with such vigour despite the slight dizziness it brought. after a short while boredom overrode the joy i receive being under the sun and i headed back. sounds like a quite absurd thing to do. i was more than glad to have steph on the phone with me on the same bus ride back. she heard about my lonesome sentosa affair from eunice, which i only just told. heh shijie and steph both said "you should have asked me along" when i told them about it. i would, but it was an impromptu thingy, and anyway i think some time by myself would be good sometimes. oh initially sentosa was planned with jean and whitney but cancelled cos of jean ! neh neh.
and the reason for my melancholy? gee, i dunno. my feelings are just severely screwed over. no, its not really you or what we said last night. but i think it formed the foundation for it.

On a happier note, i stumbled across this webbie, www.blogthings.com. i could generate my own name into pornstar/stripper/happychick/penis/dragqueen ones! The pornstar one would be Cumisha Jones. err, somehow it does not evoke any imaginations of a sluttish face or really artificial looking perky boobs. Maybe for the Cum in the name, but Jones sounds so innocent! haha ok i shall shut up. funniest part was the result it churned out from the name of a certain classmate which shijie told me to type. oh my, was it pure coincidence? or was it really trying to prove a point?
and mitch arrowed me to some horoscopes which she claims is highly true. The love life of an aries in 2005 was depicted to be nothing near a flagging one all year round. true romance, perfect timing to love, blahhhh. imagine those lovefools who stick by the year in great hope for something like that to happen, quoting the horoscope. i, for one, do not buy that. its damn dumb la. heh albeit that, its come to a point in my life where i can't deny my loneliness. i believe everyone does sometime. i feel really stupid for saying this but i'm just being truthful. it isn't that i need a guy la. but u know how nice it'll be? or do i paint my own picture of having one as being nice? whatever it is, guys are not needed to get a life, only to spice up life. heh heh heh!
a surge of girlfriends are telling me the same thing, about this void. shrugs, why we feel like this. stupid boys. haha when i'm utmost bored i might just blog about the qualities i would like in a guy.

Bossa Nova is a really relaxing genre of music. i read that it only started in the 1960s and its lyrics speak of the relax, romantic, easy life of brazilian, where in fact most of them belong to the working class. nevertheless i heavily recommend it, especially Bebel Gilberto. Its so soulful and so calm and brings me to a dreamy realm that i wanna type out the lyrics of the song at a slowww pace...

someone to hold me tight
that would be very nice
someone to love me right
that would very nice
someone to understand every little dream in me
someone to take my hand
and be a team with me

so nice, life would be so nice
if one day i'd find
someone who would take my hand
and samba through life with me

someone to cling to me
stay with me right or wrong
someone to sing to me
a little samba song
someone to take my heart
and give his heart to me
someone who's ready to give love
a start with me


uh, don't get the wrong idea, thats not what i feel. just a nice nice song, with too sweet and too inappropriate lyrics. i'm a selfish person, just count the overwhelming times i've used "I" in this whole entry. and i apologise deeply to eunice for neglecting her today..

posted @ 9:51:00 AM

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Friday, January 14, 2005

10 days since i've blogged.
10 mm i've grew.

its been a busy week. sch and bowling, which i've reached home at 11 just now.
now, i type monotonously in front of a glaring screen while i enjoy the hairdressing service from my sis. plaiting my hair, hiphop styllllleeeeerrll.
this week's been amazing. being tired is amazing too. its because i've been working and having fun which is why i'm tired. there's a million things i wanna get it down. but yea.
jean foiled our sentosa plans for tmr! u peewee! now i'm not gonna get sunkissed.

will blog about things soon. till then.

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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

1.
continuos stabbing of a just-got-ditch santa claus. continuos blood fountain.
a stunningly real man's head spins into the air with synchronised tugs of a string, red liquid squirting off like a fountain from his neck before bouncing off onto the floor.
the precision cut of redman's entire balls and landing onto the floor with a thud.
sulphuric acid crisping up a man's face.
its chucky and his family of good-doings.

2.
vivid descriptions of the hopelessly wounded in aceh in the straits time.
"There were huge festering wounds, esposed bone, a woman had a smashed eyeball, another was 'scalped' and we could see his brain".

3.
Extreme Gourmet on channel 5 displays a peaceful looking rabbit's head on a white plate.


This is all too much blood and gory all in a day's taking for me. i'm still very frightened.
but seed of chucky is good gory excitment.
the ghastly injuries by the tsunami is just very disheartening, as much as the disgust it brought.
and the poor rabbit. sichuan people are a bunch of heartless idiots. just how much i adore rabbits will i never have them as a delicacy!!!!!!! %$@!#*&{grr}*#&@!%

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Sunday, January 02, 2005

today, is the 3rd of january.

so yesterday, the 2nd of january, which was a sunday, i met up with steph and eunice for dinner at tp. haha and bumped into bran.

This brown sling bag hanging bochaply among other bags caught my attention.
and sent me and steph into barrels of laughters with this tag sewn in the middle of the big front flap. it read very engrishly - "Biaojian Original Kaokkuk. For Casual Bag."


sigh.sch.dread it.

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Saturday, January 01, 2005

Next Year,
Things are gonna change,
Gonna drink less beer
And start all over again
Gonna pull up my socks
Gonna clean my shower
Not gonna live by the clock
But get up at a decent hour
Gonna read more books
Gonna keep up with the news
Gonna learn how to cook
And spend less money on shoes
Pay my bills on time
File my mail away everyday
Only drink the finest wine
And call my Gran every Sunday
Resolutions
Well Baby they come and go
Will I do any of these things?
The answers probably no
But if there's one thing, I must do,
Despite my greatest fears
I'm gonna say to you
How I've felt all of these years
Next Year, Next Year, Next Year
I gonna tell you, how I feel
Well, resolutions
Baby they come and go
Will I do any of these things?
The answers probably no
But if there's one thing, I must do,
Despite my greatest fears
I'm gonna say to you
How I've felt all of these years
Next Year, Next Year, Next Year


Jamie Cullum - Next Year, Baby

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i'm in a very mellow mood now, and in a mood for slow rock songs with the likes of dishwalla, foo fighters, kidrock and the used. ooh and that strange and beautiful song. the tiredness is still lingering on today from yesterday's uneventful day. oh what a new year's eve spent at mr richard koh's bowling shop for 2hours before giving me a lift to town to meet pam sengsiong and their friends. during that 2hours, at the same time which i wish he would minimise some of his longwinded talk, i'm enlightened on the malicious happenings around bowling. and why, i'm very much saddened too by an individuals unscrupulousness. scary. i'm hoping bowling will be good this year aite.
ahh, eunice ting steph and my plan to chill at alley bar was foiled by some *!%#@& of pam's friends. i felt like ditching them on the spot, like it's a matter of necessity. and now, my aversion to banglas have heightened even more now la. i shall darkly(big pun here) tell you why.
they thronged town on xmas eve and newsyears eve, trudging in big groups with spray party foam cans all armed to pick on any victim. it was especially horrible yesterday as midnight was peeking around the corner, their black fingers hanging on to the can nozzles which promptly sent all the white foam floating into the alfresco coffeeclub, into our drinks and food, where we were trying to get away from the crowd. and they clogged up every night rider bus zooming past me. idiots la. sick of waiting, i walked zombie-like over to lido to catch a cab home. but i still like the bangla dishwasher at nooch :)


hehe this is gonna sound thick, but i feel like i'm a deep analyzer and interpreter today. haha.
it might be a start to a new grace on a new day of a new year!
no resolutions this year, but i would like this year to have positive changes in my life, and i'll grasp things in my hands to change them. yea baby.
i love 2004. putting 2004 into words would take an entire day. or actually, it would only take a few sec - Two Thousand And Four ! haha
i've been trying to recollect what i've been doing this holiday. i remember going out with friends, building stronger bonds with them and my sisters, loving all of them more, holidaying to shanghai, curling up in disgust at my grave mistake, meeting new people, thinking about trying to gain more knowledge by reading newspapers which i never quite did, reading up on astronomy, TRYING to learn the guitar, discovering attractions to certain boys, thinking up silly ideas and laughing, getting pissed at people, understanding myself better although i could never quite put it into words, trying to understand things like putting myself in other people's skin and walking around in it, why does this or that works this or that way, why can't it happen another way, resigning to fate like what i'm doing now waiting for dreadful school to reopen. above all these, its been a good holiday. anyhow then, i still do not feel like i'm an improved individual. and like some things and realms which i've felt and entered, i can't find the appropriate words to put it all. hoping now i would read some good books which nicely phrases what i've been opened to.
so, as a recipe to improve thy self, i'll do the abovementioned. oh so i do have a resolution!

HAPPY 2005 TO ALL SOULS OUT THERE!
YOU ARE ALL LOVED BY ME!

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Thursday, December 30, 2004

a certain group of similar individuals has been prevailing. they hav strong aversions to having pics of them taken.
and i'll tell u why along the way its strange the way they are..


SHE IS CAMERAPHOBOTIC. but theres a lil polaroid shot of her in her wallet looking very gleeful.

and then there's this.

he DETESTS camera shots, cos apparently he's camerashy. but i've seen him many times more than glad to be posing for the camera.

And these 2 people know each other very well. ahh i see where's that going! hehehaha i'm being such an ass at 3.30 in the morning of newyearseve.

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Monday, December 27, 2004

oreo dipped into peanut butter. how does that sound?
heavenly! extra satisfaction for the tastebuds with the extra extra extra calories.
its a damn sinful indulgence alright. but i doubt everyone will like that.

SALES everywhere! -grins like a cheshire cat-
shopping yesterday with eunice yauting and later her superman got me a guess skirt fullstop.
cos no money. and there isn't anything else i fancied much.
and then there came mitch trooping with a whole bagful of guess merchandise...rewuoiafdfuckuwoiusfsajfdklso haha
i figure guys will never figure where do girls get all the absurd vigour to shop and never drop, and decides that they're tired only AFTER shopping's done.
wanna know why? i don't hav the answer myself. hehe thats maybe cos i'm a guy.

girlie talk and laughing during shopping aside, it made me ponder about how my life evolved revolving my friends. we can't single out a stunning achievement any of us has to our name, not talented in any aspect, exceptionally average academically. and i'm still unknown to what i would like to do in the near future and yauting too. did we influence this into one another's skin? heh there must some truth in the saying, birds of the same feather flock together.

its terrible to see the hue and cry of the affected states which was washed by the fatal tidal waves. but somehow it isn't stirring up as much emotion in me as the 911 did. my mum and i came to a conclusion that is bcos there isn't much gruesome gory bloody mess seen. In the news for this, people are only seen running for their dear lives and hankering after the bereaved and many many scenes of the sweeping tidal waves. but then ah for the 911, the whole scenario was just plain disturbing. choiceless people were captured on film flying downwards from office towers and the plane intentionally crashing into the pentagon. horrible sia and blood splattered fountainfully. and osama was just there to send blood levels up. so i reckon this got me more agitated and sorrowful.

ok enough about morbid stuff.
hoping this last week of hols would be good !

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Saturday, December 25, 2004

joy to the world .


my xmas was spent lovingly with my bed.
i slept till noon..went back to sleep at 1 and and had a string of dreams amidst my sleep till 5.
and had dinner with mum and sis.
haha eve was much better then.
sentosa with sis and ting. later town with ting mitch loo and seng siong. pam and her buncha guy friends left for a party.
ooooooooh what fun it is to trudge along town trying to dodge mad foam sprayers with 2 guys blabbering nonsensical stuff the entire night.
screams and more screams and more banglas. where the sudden troop appear from?
haha and yay, loo i beat in trying to see whos able to wish more Merry Christmas to passerbys!
the state of town at 3 in the morning was sth i've never ever seen. almost like the entire singapore just went berserk on a party streak! empty foam cans lined the entire stretch of cine to wisma, and it was musical having people walking and kicking the cans- kink kink kink-
singapore suddenly would have to open another landfill overnight. and the cleaners i so pity!

when christmas comes to mind, i think of the hungry shuddering in the cold trying to rub themselves warm, in contrast to jolly families gathering at a long table joking and catching up over wine and turkey.

in a Singapore family
nosey aunt : ah girl ah, got boyflen oledi not??
ah girl : dun haf. (knows the inevitable question comes at every gathering)
nosey aunt : -widely taken aback- haiyo!!!!! this cannot do. u know ah my fren has this son who is not bad one. i will introduce u to him tmr ok? -very pleased with herself-
ah girl : -fighting hard to keep her eyes from rolling- ...ok auntie. -to please her aunt-

haha no, i'm not talking about myself.

haha for an Angmoh family...
i'll continue with it next christmas.
cos my sister is bugging me to let her use the comp.

posted @ 9:24:00 AM

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

ok, how shall i start?
i shall start by sharing sth. its the season of giving!
i shall share a joke. brace yourself.

Where do chinese vampires come from?

and the answer is?
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................Fang-hai.



as extracted from this book titled "Funny Jokes For Cool Kids" which i came across at popular today with gao. please tell me u're shifting ur eyeballs up ur sockets. its intolerably unfunny laaaa haha help. i laughed a fountain when i saw that!
worked today. 2nd day, and the last, with eugene. haha man, i love working with him. perhaps not during work but after work. i could laugh till my teeth shows signs of decaying like those of a certain MANN.
somehow, i feel a sense of satisfaction with work albeit the endless running around. to smile, to serve, just to greet, swirls my soul up. but things do get fuckenedup too at times with the newcomers and stuff, but thats fine, forgive and forget, teach and they'll learn. i started out like that anyway. sad thing is, a very minimal number of cute guys have their meals here. even if so, they're either overaged or wayyyyyy underaged. saw one toddler boy so cute i could wait for him to grow.

AND DING DING DING I'D LIKE TO MAKE AN ANNOUNCEMENT!
its XMAS EVE !!!

i'm in a superduperuberbouyantfalala mood tonight serenading myself with a wide genre of christmas songs! kenny g's saxophone rendition of silent is good, and so is britney's my only wish this year. ah finally a happy grace, nicely in time for christmas, after all that bothering exhaustion that my mind have been put through for the past week. its the holiday time where somehow it always does it to me. i thought i could never get past that phase again. there's nothing for me to forgive, but forgetting would be a tough one. the stigma remains. well, part and parcel of life i suppose. i used to ponder how jc life would be...so this is it. i see.

back to happier thoughts!
so i'm not gonna stay home to sulk on xmas eve after all!
its ting who'll catch me from my fall
why? cos she's so tall and she's looking better like never before
its me she gave a call
eat ur heart out, go play ball.

good night and merry xmas eve, one and all.

posted @ 9:44:00 AM

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Givin' Up

look at the entry below. its my first trial of trying to post visuals to spice up lil black mundane words but ya, its flopped. so much for the program which sparked "WOW" and "HMM this is good" from me, its lacking of a very important feature - it does not permit multiple pics to be posted up onto a single entry!! haiya! i'll make the management of HELLO(the program name. HELLO!!!!!! u suck!) screw a knife for causing unnecessary excitement. but anyhow, i've come up with sth else which can satisfy what i'm looking for, to come up with some timeline thingy.
here goes!

backtracking to Saturday :


This was dinner at a nearby foodcourt after the xmas service at God Of Hope. ahh a peacock would be proud(no pun intended) to see us in colourful articles of clothing! the one in pink would be a new friend i made that day. joyce. the red one ..let me see.. ok i still have no clue what her banmian name is. i just recall she barely touched her banmian and xiuhui happily walloped it up. xiuhui's friends were all thick as thieves i tell you. its a good thing but i was overwhelmed by it!


just eunice darl and i at the alfresco coffeeclub tucking into sweet treats. i see where the sweet nothings we drowned each other in came from. say eunice, why aren't u a guy? i would love u every minute every day. haha u're still the apple of my eye. and please take a deep look at those atrocious nails! an alternate of crimson and pink, vampish, as what the makeup bapok at red earth who gave me a minimakeover said.


carolling outside paragon. it was just fascinating..the enthusiasm seen in the singers and the display of lights which accentuated the gloriousness. ah ah ah! i love xmas! although my family hardly celebrates. i find my programs all the time. but thats alright =)


i guess i will not wear this pair of pumps the next time i'll be out for a long day. it was excruciatingly tiring la! on the bus back i was fighting to refrain from collapsing. ok like why am i saying all these ..its so damn bimbotic.

so that was saturday for you.
an insight into a random day of grace's life.

posted @ 2:37:00 AM

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Ooh. this is the inaugural start of my picture blog. This wld be for saturday after the xmas church service at God Of Hope. My goodness, the camera sings praises for the array of colours! that pinko is a friend i made that day..and as for the one in red and long hair.. i'm still clueless as to what her banmian name is. ahh treats from coffeeclub alfresco to sweeten up our tastebuds. oh! no wonder eunice and i poured nothing but sweet nothings to each other the entire night! please take a look at her fingernails. as the redearth drag who gave me a minimakeover that day might say, VAMPISH.  

posted @ 1:27:00 AM

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Monday, December 20, 2004

ooh excitement takes me by the throat with this newly discovered feature of blogger! - pics displaying software which comes free! ah ah!
to think i only found out about it yesterday!
this is gonna be good.

my eyes threatens to shut this very second, but i'm hanging on to picture up this dull blog!
and i will stick by my words to alter this blog's template. i truly detest purple, after a misfortune caused by purple which almost brought me tears.

posted @ 9:13:00 AM

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Friday, December 17, 2004

=( - just to summarise.


and i've just freshly developed a deep hatred towards PURPLE
makes me wanna scrrrrreeeeeaaaaaaaammmmmm and tug at my hair.
perfect timing to change this purple-themed template. irkful.

worned out.

posted @ 9:47:00 AM

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

its a wednesday morning. good morning!
blogging has become a mundane thing, almost meaningless.
but to let jerry know where am i, i'm blogging. i'm right here! missing me ain't u. haha.
my one week trip to shanghai was fabolous. everything was except for little nittygritty stupid stuff like my mum's nagging at my dad, morning call at 6 every morning and the chunkful of oil and salt in every dish i had for lunch and dinner! frightened my intestines out! i was more than glad to hav seen fresh lettuce and cherry tomatoes for breakfast, really. seems like a dream when i was there. now that i'm back, reality kicks in.
i've been weathered, inside, and literally too by the dry climate. my face threatened to fall apart any moment, with dry flaky skin, a stiff nose, and cracking lips with tightness around it. strange how i shivered during my afternoon nap today. it was sunny!
ahh as much as i would love to blog about the sights and sounds of shanghai, i'm too lazy to. just recalled a longstanding draft entry which i left hanging since 20nov. i just retrieved it from oblivion and finished it off by putting a fullstop.

paid pam a visit at her class chalet over at costa sands pasir ris just now.
thanx hen duo hen duo to bran and don from beginning to end. like what bran wld say, rawks my sawks.

and one last thing before i turn in,
i would like to make it known that under that certain accacia tree at the queensway busstop yesterday, eunice and i have become ONE. lovely, isn't it? yauting and eunice so made my day. laughed ourselves silly at every item in ikea. my good friendsssssssssssss.

tired. good nite.

posted @ 10:31:00 AM

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